苦闷。烦恼

人生總是在這種循環裡度過,
毫不給與休息的機會,
把每個人都搞得的身心疲憊.

爸爸的公司面臨困難,
我在小叔的眼神看到悲哀;
我在堂兄的神情裡見識到猙獰;
我在五叔的臉上察覺到野心;
我感覺到大家的煩惱,
可是我也只能遠遠的看.

媽媽的煩惱我也以只在感受.
她本身已經有病,
卻還要照顧兩位父母.
自己已經身心力竭,
需要好好的休息,
卻還要去負擔這一切.
雖說對方是自己的父母,
但是來日方長呢!
精神正在一點一滴的消耗著,
我真的好怕有一天她會先倒下....

現在,
我正從每一個親人的眼裡看到悲憤與無奈.
可是,
我想幫也幫不了什麼忙.
我也有自己的煩惱,
再加上家人的煩惱;
這幾天裡,
我只覺得好累, 心情好煩, 空氣很悶...

"做人, 真的很煩."

A Letter to My Father

I don't know what have i done wrong, not even my mother and my brother....
"Dad, can you just kindly tell us, what have we done to you, until you always just simply get mad on us?"

Just wanna tell you, we are your family members, not your 發洩工具. We just cant and maybe will never understand why you just can change your mood so easily and we need to suffer it from you.... Is it your friends are so important to you than us do? Don't you even know that family members are the most reliavable persons in your life? Why you just always cant communicate well with us? We are readily to interact with you anytime if you can ever give out some smile on your face.... Do you know that sometimes we are scare of looking straight into your eyes? Still remember that last time when you are scolding me, you looks like a monster! I cannot forget about that day in my life, even mother also scare of you daddy.... We see no warmess from you, just felt fear and hatred on you.

何謂失戀?

失戀的感覺, 到底是怎樣?
我從不曾知道.
沉浸在熱戀中的自己, 只知道幸福兩字怎麼寫.

但是,看到我朋友痛苦的樣子,
還要強顏歡笑的撐著....
我不禁心疼啊!

雖然不能真正明白他的感受,
他的憔悴卻讓我總為他不知所措;
他的悲憤讓我深感惆悵;
他的長情也讓我為之感動......

每次看著他的日記,
我都好想哭.
可是也只能遠遠的看著他的無助,
我好想去安慰,
但是心有餘力不足.
........
看著他,
我難過.

夜市的下雨天

小販們的心聲,
究竟還是無法傳達到天上去啊!
幾經辛苦的經營活計,
卻得時不時面對老天爺對自己"無聊的發脾氣"...

為了生活,
再怎麼無奈也只好忍耐下去.
對吧?
能有什麼辦法呢,
唯有聽天由命了.

"幸福的小孩"呀~
可要懂得知足常樂,
別身在福中不知福呵!

(P/S: 我應該就是那個"小孩"吧? 哈哈~~~)