Only now that i realized i don't have much friends with me around... 
Why? i don't know myself... 
Is it i'm not the type that can hang out together happily? 
Is it i'm too boring to chat with? (but, i admit it)
Sometimes, things and comments just poke out in my mind, but i could hardly speak out my opinion.... because i scare, it may hurts the person. 
So, mostly i just keep quiet la, although i have many many comments to share with; 
anyway, i just cant letting myself to do so.
And so, people usually may find out that i was mostly remain quiet during the whole conversation, and that's why... boring la.