Prom Night PTPL

Yesterday, i went to my college's prom night at Hotel Equatorial.

Hmm, not bad la... at least i still can get some fun at there... wee wee!
But then, a bit boring too lo.... haha!
Anyway, it still leaves me a precious memorable day in my life.
I was so enjoyable to make-over myself, felt really satisfied about it....
Its a kind of experience that i ever wanted to have,
and finally, i got the chance to do so!
YEAH~~~
I'm so Happy about it!

Holiday is going to end SOON...!

假期即将结束，
我的心倍感惆怅，忏悔地哀悼美好时光就此逝去；
新学期的开始，
我慌乱地为之忐忑不安，却也为之雀跃不已。
脑海里总会排山倒海似的转动着各式各样的问题：
我会遇上什么样的讲师？
我会面对多挑战的课业？
我能否与人相处融洽呢...
我会不会......又再被别人冷落一旁呢？

兴趣与理想

兴趣是个人的嗜好或热衷于某项事务，
但这并不代表可以是将来的理想。
好比说...
我喜欢音乐，我喜欢唱歌跳舞；
但那只不过是我闲空时的个人娱乐，并不代表我能因此而发挥我的专长。
我喜欢时装潮流，化妆打扮；
但也并不代表我一定得成为有名的服装设计师或是造型师。

三千絲 = 煩!

Hmm, i really don't know how to make up with my hair...
Wanna fade up with it liao la*Grrr!
How am i going to change to let it become better, nice looking?
People always say that my hair seems like unable to grow;
actually it does grow, but in a very slow rate lo.... Haiz!
Please...!
I really want to look better, at least i keep on trying to do some improvement on it.
I always thinking of got to do something with my hair, but usually just have no idea where should start with. =,='
Image and appearance is really that important for a person huh nowadays~ (simply cant deny it)
I don't like to be 随波逐流, i always wanted to be unique and have my own personal style.
Adui~ Can somebody just give me any good idea about my HairStyle? :s

LONELY GIRL

Only now that i realized i don't have much friends with me around...
Why? i don't know myself...
Is it i'm not the type that can hang out together happily?
Is it i'm too boring to chat with? (but, i admit it)
Sometimes, things and comments just poke out in my mind, but i could hardly speak out my opinion.... because i scare, it may hurts the person.
So, mostly i just keep quiet la, although i have many many comments to share with;
anyway, i just cant letting myself to do so.
And so, people usually may find out that i was mostly remain quiet during the whole conversation, and that's why... boring la.

演戲般的友情

在我所接觸的朋友當中, 他們讓我見識了另一種"友誼的全新說法".


原來表面上的和樂融融, 竟然都是虛假的!


背地裡, 你竟然會聽到如此的解說:
"唉, 我還不是被逼的!"
"什麼?!"
"哈哈, 不然你以為什麼? 我只不過是在跟他'演戲'而已."


著實看不出來, 因為他們的關係實在太好了!


難道如今人與人之間的相處竟已落得如此田地?


在這現代化的社會裡, 難道已經沒有"誠懇已對"的友情存在了嗎?


好令人悲哀的相處之道啊!


可是, 不得不否認的, 我們大家時時刻刻都得戴上無形的'面具'來面對每一天......


每一天, 虛假的人際溝通方式.

倒數 (一個很有意思的故事)

從事投資顧問的我，從來都很愛自己的家人，愛自己的伴侶。
至少 ，我以為是這樣。
我每天的主要工作是緊貼著香港及美國股市，就是這樣，已經花掉大半生時間。
餘下的時間就安置在情人、朋友、及家人身上。
為了《愛得太遲》的內容，為了對家人、情人的內 疚感而流過眼淚，但淚痕風化後，仍雖繼續為「將來」而賣命。
為了《無事常相見》的歌 詞，為了曾被冷落的好友而眼淺過，但深呼吸一口氣，還是要營役餘生。
為了未能抽空回家團年，為了未能抽空陪女朋友驗身，我們竟花得起寶貴的時間來冷戰。
但我想，父母、伴侶，都是最親的人，應該會明白的。



我的生日快要來臨，但沒有期待過，因為，根本沒甚麼值得慶祝。反而，想一個人靜下 來，享受一刻的寧靜。
在南丫島的度假屋內，我準備感受一個較孤單的生日。
在晚上，靜坐在度假屋的露台，沐浴在帶有點點鹽份的微風中，整個世界都變得很寧靜 突然，我迷迷糊糊的聽見頗陌生的聲音，我再細心一點聽 ……原來，他在跟我說話：「 ……年青人，我希望今年送您一份很特別的生日禮物，甚麼也可以。」 我想，我大概已經進入了夢境，跟神仙對話。我微笑回應道： 「是神仙嗎？那…… 我真的甚麼願望也可以提出？」 「對。」 「那，我就希望有一雙眼，能夠看透每一隻股票升跌時間。」 「沒有問題，那對眼睛已經給您了。」 夢醒了，一笑置之。

苦闷。烦恼

人生總是在這種循環裡度過,
毫不給與休息的機會,
把每個人都搞得的身心疲憊.

爸爸的公司面臨困難,
我在小叔的眼神看到悲哀;
我在堂兄的神情裡見識到猙獰;
我在五叔的臉上察覺到野心;
我感覺到大家的煩惱,
可是我也只能遠遠的看.

媽媽的煩惱我也以只在感受.
她本身已經有病,
卻還要照顧兩位父母.
自己已經身心力竭,
需要好好的休息,
卻還要去負擔這一切.
雖說對方是自己的父母,
但是來日方長呢!
精神正在一點一滴的消耗著,
我真的好怕有一天她會先倒下....

現在,
我正從每一個親人的眼裡看到悲憤與無奈.
可是,
我想幫也幫不了什麼忙.
我也有自己的煩惱,
再加上家人的煩惱;
這幾天裡,
我只覺得好累, 心情好煩, 空氣很悶...

"做人, 真的很煩."

A Letter to My Father

I don't know what have i done wrong, not even my mother and my brother....
"Dad, can you just kindly tell us, what have we done to you, until you always just simply get mad on us?"

Just wanna tell you, we are your family members, not your 發洩工具. We just cant and maybe will never understand why you just can change your mood so easily and we need to suffer it from you.... Is it your friends are so important to you than us do? Don't you even know that family members are the most reliavable persons in your life? Why you just always cant communicate well with us? We are readily to interact with you anytime if you can ever give out some smile on your face.... Do you know that sometimes we are scare of looking straight into your eyes? Still remember that last time when you are scolding me, you looks like a monster! I cannot forget about that day in my life, even mother also scare of you daddy.... We see no warmess from you, just felt fear and hatred on you.

何謂失戀?

失戀的感覺, 到底是怎樣?
我從不曾知道.
沉浸在熱戀中的自己, 只知道幸福兩字怎麼寫.

但是,看到我朋友痛苦的樣子,
還要強顏歡笑的撐著....
我不禁心疼啊!

雖然不能真正明白他的感受,
他的憔悴卻讓我總為他不知所措;
他的悲憤讓我深感惆悵;
他的長情也讓我為之感動......

每次看著他的日記,
我都好想哭.
可是也只能遠遠的看著他的無助,
我好想去安慰,
但是心有餘力不足.
........
看著他,
我難過.